When I eat less, I feel prettier. When I dont eat at all, I feel like a fucking model. And then I look in the mirror and see how ugly I am and that just makes me go back to what I felt in the beginning. Pity and self loathing.
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Tomorrow I am going back to cutting my calories back until I’m finally able to get back into my old routine of eating few calories.

It’s funny how fast you could be nothing but a memory.